Broken bones, broken heart. But all that will never conceal what I feel right now. I took you as a drug, it is harrowing how I am addicted to your love. Will I ever let us deviate? Is it astute to fracture us? Mere questions that I do not even want to inquire myself with. But I feel like you will be better off without me! Was I nothing to you? You just had to go and break us, didn’t you?

Suicidal thoughts cross my mind, time to time. There is no anaesthetic to numb the pain. I thought when you cheated us, I would move on easily. It is so depressing that I cannot even sleep. Mind tangled up, twisted in many directions. I cannot even think clearly. Can you tell me once again that you care! Please let me hear u saying that there was love for me there, even a tinny tiny fraction! 

I have no reason to love, when the only person you genuinely love brings you to your worst torments. I know we were broken from the start but there was no reason not to have a word with me. I even went along and accepted it for the first time, not that I was pleading for anything, but I genuinely loved you. Letting go was the last thing that could ever cross my mind. I am an enclosed shell with cracked openings. Never thought that you would leave me so fragmented. When you told me that you were sorry, I looked straight into your eyes and soul and saw the commotion of deceit and destitute love. Broken promises, shattered soul, I felt myself trembling down straight to my feet.

I feel owed, feel betrayed! I gave you all you ever required. All you ever yearned for! Was it not enough!? I am down to my knees with tears falling, so disappointed. I guess I should have known that it was inevitable. We were like oil and water, but I chose to turn the blind eye. A broken man with no dignity to uphold, that right there is me! In a second, I felt all the sentiments you made me feel. I smiled throughout my days. The love was so true yet shattering. One thing that I truly resent, is how much I still love you and want you back in every way! Am I being stupid? Just please be my medicine, one last time. Heal my severe wounds. That is all I ever ask from you