Mom, you left too early than any mother would do.After Bro God decided to take you, l just felt my soul leaving my body.As the doctors announced “she’s gone , we’ve lost her “.I just felt that the earth would swallow me alive.I am no longer myself.l am drained jhoo i wish every second that God had taken me instead.I can’t call what l have depression or anxiety but self-hatred instead.What hurts me the most is when people start questioning about you.

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I hope you had never forgotten your first and last baby you left on earth.

Love Ayavuya.