Eight years ago if you asked me if would lose you I wouldn’t believe you, but a few months before you left, I wouldn’t think you would walk out at any moment. Letting go of you wasn’t easy. We shared tears of sadness, and laughter that people envied. We shared memories that people wished they had and after so long I didn’t think it would be so easy for you to let go, but that’s where I was wrong. 

After losing a piece of my heart, my body became paralyzed. After trying to erase the memories we had, my mind couldn’t bear the feeling of having to click delete. That’s where I was wrong when I tried to blare you out like you were never part of my life. Three weeks ago when I thought of you, it felt like my heart was in my stomach like I could just sink into a hole like a bear in hibernation, but instead, I will never come back out. Let go, let go.