Blinded by darkness, I cry.

My prayers left ignored

My destiny greedily devoured,

I thought I had a family.

I breath carrying the sins of my father, my grandfather, and forefather.

As a child that had lot’s of hope,

Visions of a great life.

All has become of hopelessness.

Age taught me of the truth.

I cry to have a smile on my face,

I fake it but it digs deep.

It’s better to lose one soul than all,

it’s better to lose one child than all.

I’m in patience searching for answers.

Let not waiting corrode my patience,

My surroundings occupied of their own,

I’ll wait invisible to my world.

Until my final answer,

to die, it is to be or not to be.