Why me??
Is it because I am Onkgopotse?
Is it because of my shyness?
Is it because I am ugly?
Is it because I am short?
Is it because I come from a poor family?
Is it because of my big heart to help everyone?
Is it because I am an open book?
Why me??
Is it because I am scared of rejection?
Is it because I look younger than my age?
Is it because I am a writer?
Is it because I am a sweet innocent soul?
It has to stop!!
I have to stop seeing myself as ugly
I have to stop being shy
I have to stop comparing myself with tall people
I have to stop being ashamed of my family background
I can’t stop helping everyone
I have to stop being an open book
I have to stop being scared of rejection
I have to stop looking at myself as if I look younger than my age
I can’t stop being a writer
I can’t stop looking like a sweet innocent soul
Is it about me?
I asked myself
It’s about thoughts that come in my mind
Do I believe in myself
Do I see myself as someone
Who is enough to be a human being
Oh God, Why do I think like this?
I wanna date, but I’m a dating person
I start to lose hope in myself
I want to be this and do that
I ask myself do I qualify for that
I started to not believe in myself
How do I start to believe in myself
Where do beliefs come from
How do I get motivated to be like my mentor
How do I be the person I wanna be
When I don’t believe in my dreams myself
I say I do believe, but my other heart doesn’t
How do I pick up my socks
How do I tie my shoes
To start running the life marathon
I think I have been walking for a long time.
Never lose hope and start to take life seriously
People will always have their thoughts.