Why me??

Is it because I am Onkgopotse?

Is it because of my shyness?

Is it because I am ugly?

Is it because I am short?

Is it because I come from a poor family?

Is it because of my big heart to help everyone?

Is it because I am an open book?

Why me??

Is it because I am scared of rejection?

Is it because I look younger than my age?

Is it because I am a writer?

Is it because I am a sweet innocent soul?

It has to stop!!

I have to stop seeing myself as ugly

I have to stop being shy

I have to stop comparing myself with tall people

I have to stop being ashamed of my family background

I can’t stop helping everyone

I have to stop being an open book

I have to stop being scared of rejection

I have to stop looking at myself as if I look younger than my age

I can’t stop being a writer

I can’t stop looking like a sweet innocent soul

Is it about me?

I asked myself

It’s about thoughts that come in my mind

Do I believe in myself

Do I see myself as someone

Who is enough to be a human being

Oh God, Why do I think like this?

I wanna date, but I’m a dating person

I start to lose hope in myself

I want to be this and do that

I ask myself do I qualify for that

I started to not believe in myself

How do I start to believe in myself

Where do beliefs come from

How do I get motivated to be like my mentor

How do I be the person I wanna be

When I don’t believe in my dreams myself

I say I do believe, but my other heart doesn’t

How do I pick up my socks

How do I tie my shoes

To start running the life marathon

I think I have been walking for a long time.

Never lose hope and start to take life seriously

People will always have their thoughts.