I never thought that you would be taken away from me

I gave you the name Tapiwanashe which means God has given

Now God has given and he has taken away

Life can be twisted and you died like a dog

Those who did this to you are living their life as usual

If I could turn back time I would have listen to you when you complained and wanted to flee

I wish I could have talked to you everyday and never left you

I miss you everyday

I try to move on but its hard because the pain of losing you break me

Life isn’t nice and slow but hard and fast

We belonged together but I know we had different fate

You died young when I wished you could live your life

One day you were suppose to get a job, marry and give me grandchildren

But fate overcomed

Tapz, I sometimes ask why did God give you to me and then take you away

I blame myself and not only me but my family

I blame it because you were innocent but they troubled you daily emotional

You were quiet boy and innocent

Why did God take such a good boy?

There are people who are happy with my loss

They didn’t want you to survive at all

And they won

But I don’t have strength to entertain them

My son, let God take vengeance for you

Just rest in peace

But never forget I was never angry with you

I loved you with all my heart

I had only two children and I wanted to keep you safe but I failed

Now I don’t have to see your achievements and dreams come true

I’m in tears

There is never right time to say goodbye, I got to make the first move

You didn’t warn me that you are going forever

I said I would come back and I expected to see

Now we going separate ways, goodbye son

I love you Tapiwa

Miss you so much.

You will always be in my heart and mind no matter what

No one can replace you, not even ten sons

Hope you read this in heaven if you are there

Yours,

Mom.