I tried. I tried to hold on, I tried fighting but I can’t anymore. Sakhumzi and mthethekeli you and your lairs won, everything is yours now, even my death is yours. I’ll never know what I did to you guys to hate me so much but it’s all good. I hope I’m at a better place now finally I’m at peace ❤️❤️. Abe I’m very very sorry my boy for what I have done, I pray it doesn’t affect you. Know that I love you, your inner strength is something amazing. I simply can’t anymore, I’m tired. To my other siblings I love you guys and I’m sorry for my decision. To my friends you guys where like my family I never had, keep on pushing, in my eyes you guys are already super stars (wait until the whole world sees it 🔥🔥🔥) dream on dreamers. I didn’t do this because of my late mother and all mthethekeli liars, just know that if there is a way to fight for my self on other side, I’ll fight (never thought my own brothers would be so evil). I tried but I failed I can’t anymore goodbye I hope I’ll find the peace I always wanted.