Knowing who you really are and your background that there proves that there is a different person. Not many people will or may understand your perspective towards life. This is as simple as that some may agree with prostitution while others may not. There still is a lot of things in life that really do not make any sense, things that are just so confusing that even when you get older you realise that it was not worth bothering about. I so wish I could go back to my childhood days where I only knew that Monday to Friday was school, Saturday and Sunday was play time back to the days when I knew no definition of the true meaning of life and death. A life where I only cried because I wanted something or because I just received a beating from my parent’s, right now I cry because I just can’t make ends meet for myself while my peers are succeeding. There is just this fear that has been created within me, the fear of will I die knowing that I have at least succeeded with my life plans or will I die trying to reach them. So it really doesn’t matter what you are doing right now to make ends meet but the fact that you are trying to make ends meet, now that is the matter on its own. Keep trying.