Seeing people who are in love brings me happiness,but knowing that I won’t have what they have brings me darkness.If I were to have what they have I would have made it a wonder.The pain of seeing people holding hands while you are holding a bag of potatoes is bad and not understandable.

What they have is the thing I’ve been longing for.A beautiful girl came towards me she said”Hi I couldn’t barely stop looking at you you look gorgeous”………If she new that my beauty means nothing as what I am looking for is the thing called”LOVE” not beauty.

My beauty was the one that bought fakeness in my life so I don’t think it is the one that’s going to bring me the thing that I want.I thought the ones that called me beautiful was the ones that will bring what I am looking for,but seems like I was wrong

I said with sadness in my heart”You look beautiful too”

I guess if I wait I will receive what I am longing for…………. LOVE♥️😔