Me here without you feels empty, Me here without a single text from you feels like i have been hit by a truck, Not saying i have been hit by a truck but just the imagination of it.

Me here without hearing the sound of your voice doesn’t make sense, it’s like i don’t exist without a glimpse of your face, is this how it feels like when you lose a piece of yourself, I feel so incomplete not knowing where i stand with you or whether maybe just a piece of you feels for me. I feel so drained by the thought of how someone becomes apart of your life routine and before you know it, you become strangers, not by choice or maybe it’s my delusion but somehow someway, you love me

Or maybe I loved you too soon, maybe I should’ve played hard to get, maybe just maybe, but then again love knows no formula, it’s not all boy meets girl, they live happily ever after as it’s portrayed.

Before I ever knew you or rather gotten to know you, I only knew of your name, maybe because it randomly popped out of nowhere as if to warn me that we would cross paths and i guess a part of me wishes i never knew of your existence but another part of me screams out ‘That’s a lie’, it’s just pain talking,

Me here with memories of you is taunting me, If only I knew that day we parted ways would be our last day together, Maybe just Maybe, i would have hold on to you just a little longer, Maybe just maybe, I would have said i love you till i don’t know, the world goes silent and all you would hear is my heart pumping your name out loud , Maybe just maybe, i would have convinced you to stay and choose me,

Maybe i am selfish, but I guess LOVE is selfish, and I wish i told you that you and i make sense, so CHOOSE ME instead, but now i am just left with what ifs, and maybe’s, I hope wherever you are, you can feel my heart beating for you, i hope where ever you are, you can feel how much I don’t make sense without you,i hope where ever you are, you can sense the pain behind every tear i am shedding and how hopeless i am without you reaching out to me,

Maybe just Maybe, Fate will bring you back to me and i will have my happily ever after, i saw the way you looked in my eyes, i felt the way you held my hand, i felt the trust you have for me when you opened up to me, i saw the way you smiled when we had chemistry and vibed to the same melody, now you tell me, IS THAT NOT LOVE?

But wait, i should not be feeling this way, I should not be loving you, I should not be wishing for you, You belong to another, My heart is forbiden to call out your name, This is a forbiden passion.