Since 10/03/2023

He’s my first boyfriend of 2023 and for that to happen it all started like.

We go to the same school together. It was break time after eating and I was at the tap going to drink some water, I didn’t know his name and I asked my friend that does he know this guy’s name, she said yes, then she told me. So he then drank water and walked away I looked at him then I was like na let me greet him, I shouted his name he looked and I waved at him he also waved with a cute smile. That day at school I must say it was a blissful day.

It was tomorrow after that day, I was in another class lookin’ for someone not knowing this it’s his class. When I got in the class I saw him and I eventually forgot what I came to do in that class I just smiled at him and went to him and we greet each and I told him that when he’s free can we meet and he said it’s fine. Later that day I was outside with my friend just standing by the ground and he came through, he came to me and my friend excused us and then we had a chat it was all nice. My bad! I eventually told the guy how I feel about him and he was surprised and he didn’t give me any answer on how he feels he was surprised and all that, we couldn’t finish the conversation because it was class time.

The following day the guy came to me and he told me how he also feels about me and we were on the same page!! Then we started dating.

On Friday (10/03/2023) after school he accompanied me home, unfortunately his transport came so he had to turn and it was fine with me so we had our first kiss ! It was so nice and I went home so excited.I just can’t explain the feeling. Since that day I decided to stay honest, loyal & committed to him because his my first boyfriend this year.

Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks and months went by still good as always, still loving each other unconditionally. Till we reach the month May, yes things were good but when I started looking deep into my relationship I was the one putting more effort, in order for us to meet I had to go to him then I decided to abstain, me abstaining from him it was an issue we fought school in, during school and school out.

I don’t wanna lie I did all I could to show Fiesta how much I love him instead he didn’t care but just doesn’t care (it hurts)! So this month (June) ever since I last spoke to him at school (14/06/2023) and we were writing exams in the same classroom when I was done I submitted my paper and went I out I waited for him the he came out we walked together and promised to come see me on the 16th June around my hood for the first time because we had our meet ups at school. I waited for those 16th and guess what he never showed up! He never callesd or texted me! Till today, and I still stand by saying I love you Fiesta (M.L) but I can’t hold on now, it’s been too long but you aren’t meeting me half way I wanna let go and I can let go but I got ‘buts’.

Me & My Fiesta.