I honestly dont know hey. I feel as though people have been taking me for a ride this year but tried my level best to be enough ,to fit in,to be better,improve myself and most importantly to accept myself as I am. 

I want to learn new things. I want to grow in all aspects of my life. I mean I can only do that if i am determined and focused. I also learnt that life will not be easier not now but later. And that is also a possibility . I am willing to work hard towards achieving that and living a more of my preferred life that’s all made up in my head. Apparently if you can dream it it is possible. So im definitely pushing this life out. No matter the obstacles ahead.

One thing I’ve learnt from my mom is I should keep on going . No matter what. I mean this queen has been going . She has been going that it even scares me when she doesn’t take a moment and rest. I mean we all need some rest some me time but she’s a queen, Despite her past and mistakes.

I have gone through so much this year and I’m proud to say that I tried and made this year better than last year. And 10/10 for trying.