I wish i knew how was love like in the 70s because in this century i feel like we are a lost generation with it comes to love, but it funny how we are expected to hold on to the rules that we placed within families about love mostly marriage during the 70s and it’s always the women who hold the sharp side of the knife. Times have changed and way of love have also changed, love is not the same way it was back then so we can not be expected to follow the rules that we based on that old love since times have changed but anyways I’m not there.

My love, my friend, my partner whom I loved and trusted with everything I believed in about our love, because of your Dishonesty I got bewitched by your side chick. I must say those days were the darkest for us but mostly me because I felt the of the results of your Dishonesty. You said you will love me and protect me but all you did was put my life at risk and almost got me killed and for what? For loving you?, tell me I’m i wrong as a women to put my trust and love to you?, was I wrong for thinking that you could protect me and be my partner and my friend as well. Your side chick bewitched me (isichitho) and when I confronted you about it as my friend, you acted like you understood me but only to find out that at that very same day after I told you about it you invited her at your place and spent the night with her. And then you say one word and think everything will be forgotten “I’m sorry” how does that do me any better, will it take the pain away that I felt?, will it bring back the tears that I cried? Will it bring back the nightmares I had, the humiliation, shame, anger, pain and all the emotions I felt and mostly my body.

The thought of you cuddling her in your arms, smiling and sleeping together as I on the other hand cried myself to sleep and when ever I looked at the condition my body was in when I undressed my self to take a bath I would break down and cry and you got away with “I’m sorry”, will I’m sorry too because I will never forget what you put me through. the only sin I did was loving you?, As crazy as it may sound , as I write this piece down, tears come pouring down my eyes, memories and pain come rushing back as if it happened yesterday, it’s true when they say time doesn’t heal but makes you learn how to live with the Pain and keep moving forward in life BUT I got punished by being bewitched for your love and honestly I will never forget or heal from it.