Why did you choose her over me?
Is it because I’m flawed
And she’s perfect?
Or maybe she’s your calm
And I’m your storm?
Or is it because she’s the horizon
And I’m the grey clouds?
Enlighten me, for these questions frost my mind.
Enlighten me, for these puzzles locked my heart in mystery,
And now nobody can unlock it
Because you hold the one and only original key
And there’s no copy of the key to unlock it.
Enlighten me, for my soul is tired from seeking my own Nirvana.
Enlighten me, by telling… You had once loved me too!
No, I’m not angry because we broke up,
I’m just sad because I can’t let you go…
I’m not angry at you for not loving me like I thought you did,
I’m angry with me still loving you like there’s no tomorrow…
I’m not angry that I lost you,
I’m sad because I know what I’m missing…
I’m not angry that you’ve moved on,
I’m sad because I can’t…
I’m not angry that you won’t come back,
I’m sad because I keep hoping you will…
I’m not angry because I hate you and I don’t want to,
I’m sad because I miss you and I still love!…
To be honest, nothing hurts like seeing your loved ones changing on you,
Not knowing if you’re the cause of their change
Or maybe you’re just intertwine…
Nothing hurts like seeing them caring less than they normal care…
Well let’s say, usually care about you…
Nothing hurts like seeing your loved ones becoming strangers to you,
Not even a “hello” smile when you cross each other.
And you gotta ask yourself many questions,
Or maybe they wasn’t real from the beginning…
Nothing hurts like being unloved by the person you love the most;
Like seeing them happy with other people,
But with you they are less happy…
You even compromise and let them go
So that they can be happy with the one they love
And seriously your happiness doesn’t really matter as long as you see them happy you assume you’re fine…
The most painful things are the memories
That you try to erase morning and night…
But you realize that it’s pointless ’cause those memories are forever with you
Even if you erase the evidence from other people…
At least you tried your most best to keep them,
But they didn’t want to be kept by you.
It’s better to let go
Than to hold on to the things that are destroying you inside….