Who am I | FunDza

I’m sure you have been questioned about who you are every now and then, and the most obvious answer to this question is one’s name.

I have no identity, I’m just a being floating around with no use. Thoughts, that might be considered demonic by most, slowly crawl into my mind and leave me breathless.

I can’t go on with this weight on my shoulders as my legs can’t hold up the weight they have to carry. It’s been a long time coming and ever since I walked out of my high school gates I never looked back; my identity is no more.

I have no reason to be around anymore, no purpose, so much so that I walk around with a mask on my face to cover up my sadness, anxiety and pain. It kills me to wake up in the morning and know exactly how my day will go and how it will end; no excitement and not a single thing that’s new.

I have no property, I mean not even a dog. What reason do I have to keep living like all is well? What reasons do I have that will keep me feeling good and looking forward to the next day?

I’m just one in a million, a statistic to be precise. One in a few hundred million that has no purpose, just another man breathing with no plan for the future.

I am just here.

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Tell us: What positive encouragement would you give this person?

7 Responses

I agree with cutie

Ayema Damba · 11 months ago

My advice to this person is . Don't give up on yourself we all go through trials and tribulations in life no one day is the same .Someday you surely be someone .who says you have no identity God put on earth for a reason God knows your purpose and oneday you surely furfill it be strong stay stand proud greater days await you .

Cutie · 3 years ago

I totally relate with you.that's how I felt most of the time its the most scariest and saddning thing a person could go through.I wish you get better

Le Roux · 3 years ago

Everyone is specil....believe that

Makanyane141 · 3 years ago

Just know author..... u ar alive for a reason God will never forsaken u..U not alone.Even if u see urself as nothing but u ar everything to him ,u have an identity

Linds33 · 3 years ago

Be positive in everything.. Even though you have nothing to call yours, still more be greatiful that you have life..... You have a potential to do great in this life don't let your potential to be buried..... Even if you have nothing still more you need to find a purpose in life.... The richest place in this world is the graveyard because most people die without for filling their potential in life, wake up each morning with a purpose in mind don't belittle yourself you can do great things.

Nomsa Jumbo · 4 years ago

Committing suicide is not the wisest solution-in fact it's the foolest option.Think about the very same little you're blessed with,I mean you can't be living with nothing to say you're thankful for.There is hope in every dark situation as long as there is life.Be thankful for waking up this morning because there are thousands of people who didn't get to see this day-You are favored with life,don't end it because you don't know what's on the other side of death.Remember there is life after death.

Dephney25 · 4 years ago