Now I know that:

If no one is perfect then there’s no such “perfect relationship”. Love isn’t a feeling, it’s commitment to love everyday , physically and emotionally. It is not always about laugh, smile,fun , kissing and spending time together. People tend to quit when it’s stop being fun and they go to look for someone else because “the spark is gone”. No it doesn’t work like that, if you want someone who will never give up on you and love you unconditionally then do the same because this isn’t a movie. If there’s sun after rain basically there’s love after pain.

Sometimes I feel like he don’t know how much I love him and I know I am jealous girlfriend maybe sometime I may be too controlling. I’ve never ever loved someone like the way I love him and I don’t want to lose him but if this relationship ends again then he is not the one. But his love is like a drug that I’m addicted to it and I can’t stop taking it.