I had found the light,
But I lost it.
I went back to that place,
Again,
And I gave in to
The darkness.
He welcomed me back,
With open arms,
Not a word about my
Last escape.
Tied to a place
Colder than
Death itself.
Walking into an empty room,
Screaming in my head “Help!”
Realizing that I am trapped,
With no way out.
I hear a voice
And it says
“You belong here”
Do I really belong here?
Thoughts run in my head,
Leaving me puzzled.
I run and run, only to realize
That I am running in circles,
Only to realize that I am stuck,
Stuck in a a one way race against
My emotions.
I stop and take a breath,
My mind feeling caged. 
I try to find the way out,
Lost a few times, 
And I find it 
Quite strange,
How I’ve kept my cool,
But then 
I remember that 
I have not kept my cool,
For I realize that ,
I’ve been running around like
A headless chicken,
Lost,
Until now