I wish i could tell you that i miss you

So much

I wish we can just go back too being the old us truly

It breaks me more

Knowing we wont get back those days

What i would do too have them back

I miss the moments you made me feel important

The effect your presences had on me

The way your voice made my entire body get a tingling feeling

Or how you would look at me

I really wonder where we turned wrong

Even if i didn’t do anything i do wish we could fix it i will do anything

To get you back safe

I dont know how she makes you feel

But i hope she looks after the heart which i once cherished

I guess i gotta let go

Its not easy

Not to call

Or text

It breaks me more

Not knowing what is about too happen next

I pray with a heavy heart 💔 😢

Too get you back cos having you in my life felt complete

We never really had a realistic vision

But i always thought come what may we’d stay

“In this together” was what i would say

To top it off you’d add

“Forever and always”

I never really got that part

Well that was the moto yet somehow its light got dimmed

I scream silently wishing you could hear

Like on days when i thought of you

And you would appear

But im slowly breaking away

And im afraid theres no saving

But if you told me you want a chance

I would skip a heart beat

But i will probably have a clogged up throat

With the fear of how long

Yes yes i know my worth

Yet nothing makes sense without you on this earth..