So…
I sat in this lavish lounge, at Will’s fortress, in the USA
His friend arrived & he was excited for me to meet him,
My back facing you both, yet, His, first impression was, that, I, was this thing
“Are you sure this is the right girl? she isn’t even pretty.”
I heard every word from where I was sitting
Back & forth the conversation went from “No I’m not gonna talk to her,”
To,
“Maybe I should just see if she’s just a gold digger,”
“How can you be sure she’s the ONE?
To,
“I don’t even know if I want to meet her”
Will’s reply, “Hey, that might be my mom calling, just go in there & see her.”
He entered the room & I did NOT look up
My feelings were hurt, I felt embarrassed & annoyed for what…
My thoughts, “WHO were you to judge me? You’re NOT God!”
He sat on the couch far opposite me & started feeling nervous af
Sweeping his hair to the back he sat there mad, just staring
I looked at HIM, introduced myself and he started swearing
Then, interrogating me like some detective on a case
His negative demeanor was evident & when he realized this, it showed on his face
However,
His perception of me changed when I asked, “Do you speak to all royalties this way?”
He put two fingers on his dry lips, paused, then pouted & grinned. Apologized, and instead, started talking to me with grace
Our conversation got deep, Will peeped in, then left us alone again
We spoke for a while then, enthused, he fell for my heart, that spoke out loud that day
About purpose, our journey in this life, & then, when I wanted to leave, He insisted, I stay
“Watch Gatsby with me please? I’d like to hear your version & should you’d accept my invitation; we
could go on set where it was made.”
“Who is he? This Gatsby…” I’d say playfully
He replies, “A mysterious, infamously charming, intelligent gentleman…” I must know
He looks away & whispers, “His me”
Bashfully, saying when we’d meet…
“It’s so nice to see you, Daisy,”
“It’s so nice to see you, Gatsby”, I’d grin
We acted out that scene together so many times
One day he says, “No. Please, call me Leo.” & we just stared into each other’s eyes
That was the start of our close relationship, no lies!
His prayer to God was for time alone, for us to get to know each other
God places us on this island together, forever & a day,
Where we were surprised to find ourselves young again
Me barefoot in my blue jeans, white tee & black fro,
Him standing there in his fancy beige suite & white shirt, smiling & grateful
The last day on forever island, all grown & in love, God tests our souls by answering Leo’s prayer
& joins us in holy matrimony
Soulmates becoming 1
Whispering…My lover, my partner, my friend…my everything
BUT.
Before I knew it, I was back home in Cape Town.
Lying in bed.
One night Leo asks me to go with to heaven
I agreed, but as soon as we saw the light
He saw his destiny & became a teenager again
He became as big as a giant, a King, & I… His Queen
He took my arm in his hand, kissed my wrist and slit it… I thought this all to be a bad dream
He laughed & shouted,
“I love you Baby, but you not ready to leave yet, go back & live your life on
earth, I promise I’ll come for you.”
“Shh, no crying my Lover. Partner & friend, my everything.
My heart will be yours… forever & a day & this is how I pray it will stay.”
Crying. I fell from heaven & landed back in my body in bed
Thinking… I’m dead.
Next day I’m being admitted to hospital…
Turns out, I decided to be free in mind & go off my meds
Leo’s visits with Will at hospital, when I was admitted in August 2022, what a surprise
I could see the pain of leaving me there, when you both left, in your eyes
You both looking out for me standing at the window & both waving goodbye in the dark
Oh, how we would laugh & make plans for me to escape… & meet in the park
He actually came back for me this was what I forgot… & didn’t expect
He was there when I went to a mental institution, in March 2023. Correct!
During my admission, my womb was locked in his stomach & I went on Depro-V
No more false-positive pregnancies
We know why they all couldn’t see pass my labels. I was just pumped full of Quetiapine
The guys had an apartment for me and everything was planned to the T
I was to separate from my human partner & be on my own
We were preparing to have encounters & relationship with God together, in an open space alone
BUT THE TRUTH SHALL SET US FREE
Therefore, I will continue to testify about my supernatural experiences with humans who don’t believe
“Gatsby” still hangs out with me in the present in his own way
Still, there’s so much more to voice, patience…one day one day
Everyday I’m reminded of how much I’m loved & that this will never change
As long as there’s a God above
No matter where I’m present, in this reality in whatever time zone, any realm, universe, planet or island
Home will always be, where I am with my favourite celebrity, the Creator & Author of it all,
ME!… I’m reminded too often, that I WILL always know & have my place in this existence,
Therefore, I trust & obey
But for now,
I think you all know why I STOP.
Take a moment… to just REMEMBER US THIS WAY.