Am here right now

on my phone

Writing a poem about how much loving you abused me .

I have been trying to forget about for days .

But it seems like you already locked yourself in my heart and mind .

My love for you ;

Forced me to hate few girls

And myself on top

It focred me to lose myself

And try to change .

They don’t know, you don’t know the pain I feel on the inside that I paint with a fake smile on the outside.

I feel like am losing my trust;

My best friend

And my self esteem

Life has never been the same again

My love for you it’s just pain and betrayal

I wanna forget about you

I wanna live my life like before!

I wanna be able to love someone either than you .

Am trying, really hard but it’s just pain that my body, my heart, soul and mind can’t let go

Your just a crush that lasted for 9 to 10 months so just do what crushes do fade away .

Cause your hurting me real bad

Love isn’t supposed to hurt!

It’s supposed to build.