Am here right now
on my phone
Writing a poem about how much loving you abused me .
I have been trying to forget about for days .
But it seems like you already locked yourself in my heart and mind .
My love for you ;
Forced me to hate few girls
And myself on top
It focred me to lose myself
And try to change .
They don’t know, you don’t know the pain I feel on the inside that I paint with a fake smile on the outside.
I feel like am losing my trust;
My best friend
And my self esteem
Life has never been the same again
My love for you it’s just pain and betrayal
I wanna forget about you
I wanna live my life like before!
I wanna be able to love someone either than you .
Am trying, really hard but it’s just pain that my body, my heart, soul and mind can’t let go
Your just a crush that lasted for 9 to 10 months so just do what crushes do fade away .
Cause your hurting me real bad
Love isn’t supposed to hurt!
It’s supposed to build.