I loved you
Now I hate
The fact that I still love you
I opened up my voice
Before letting your teeth
Stroll upon my tongue and aisle of truth
My own teeth
Scrubbing those traumatic voices
And unfading memories
Trapped within your ear’s inner passages
Wasn’t it you
Who caressed me
Into lowering my guard down;
I let your sweet breath
Blow me away
From my Jericho walls
Of safety and serenity
Damn those Rivers,
Those ponds which now ponder
My heart’s streets
With tearful memories
And deluded melodies of you…
For I trusted you Nolu
Perhaps, karma does hurt
You love-bombed me
Then bombed me
With that break-up text
Much much lovingly
When I least expected
And most anticipated
Our love to blossom
Under the showers of an engagement
But it’s fine
I don’t hate you beloved
I just hate loving you
To the point
Where I almost
love hating you