I woke up to a dream
A dream of fairy-tales
A dream that I wish I can’t awaken from
A dream where my face is by all the billboards of fame!
No roads were diverging..
No obstacles and regrets
No lust but love and laughter
I kept smiling from within
Tossing and turning in white, silver and gold garments.
Wind pointing to the same direction
Birds singing Softly like a morning angel
I swear I was the queen
And everyone bowed to me
No details no questions asked!
Besides me there was a kind king
Tall,dark,bold and very loving
He brought me nothing but joy, peace and happiness
His heart beat kept beating up my name
His lips soo kiss inspiring
Soo soft gentle like an infant
He called me his queen
And indeed I was his only queen
There was laughter from a distant garden fresh greeny garden
Two toddlers running around with dog barking tossing its long tail around
And they called my name.. Mama.. Mama
I look around.. I could smell the blossom of fresh flowers from the greeny garden.. Mmmhhh..
I was woken up to a dream..
The life I will never have!!!
The life I will never have!!!
I woke up!! I mean I did wake up..
To a house with brown broken colours
No silver, white and gold garments
No peace no laughter
No birds, no barking
No toddlers running around with laughter
Roads were diverging
I kept still… Wondering..
Disturbed by the wind coming from all directions…
And then suddenly I realized that..
Indeed it was only a dream!
A life I will never have!!!
Life of regrets
Life of broken pieces of my heart all over the place..
A life soo unforgiving soo cruel..
A with no solutions but change of challenges challenging me..
A life of sorrow and pain
A life full of tears..
A life!.. A life..!
I woke up to a dream..
The life that I will never have…