Found myself
In a dark world
All alone
Where waters were tears
Where the sun shone but darkly
Where life was spelled
But only F was silent.
Found myself surrounded by thorns
For a moment I thought I was in Malificent’s place
Only this place was not bright
It didn’t bring any light
Nor did it bring joy.
Found myself drowning in those rivers
I had swallowed them salty waters
Honestly, suicide had became my friend
Seemed to be the one who cared
Really I had found a best friend.
Ne’er did I want her to be thirsty
So I gave her my tears to drink
And drops of blood worked too.
Ne’er did I want her to starve
So I had to cut my flesh too
Really I didn’t care.
This time I had met friends;
Ropes, scissors, blades, bleaches, paraffin, pills
Well, you name it.
They were never fake
They were there in time of need
I had used the multiple times
They never really complained.
I had come out of this place
The word of God had risen upon me
A mess I was
Really I was damaged.
I had turned back to see em friends
Hissing were they
So now I had learned
That I was stupid
To ever trust one
That I was easily tempted.