Each and everytime ,

I run away ,

Away from my mistakes.

Now ,

My path is obliterated,

Leaving me to fall,

Further more in this endless pit .

Truth is ,

I know what to expect ,

But I just pretend ,

That monster will not save me .

Oh spare me the torture ,

Give me permission to die ,

And finally be excluded from such,

Then I shall be truly free .

But its just a dream.