It is difficult for me sometimes to show affection

and it is not because I don’t want to

But because it is very uncomfortable and difficult for me to do so.

So please, understand that it is not

About you rather it is about me

My comfort level with intimacy and not yours.

This is an issue that is about me.

I’m scared of being vulnerable

I’m scared of rejection

I’m scared of commitment

I’m afraid of the uncertainty of relationships

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know that my love is real

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know how I feel

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know that I need you

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know that I love you

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know that I care

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know that I’m always here

I wish I could ask if there are other ways

I can let you know that

without You

around my world would be

A miserable place to be.