It is difficult for me sometimes to show affection
and it is not because I don’t want to
But because it is very uncomfortable and difficult for me to do so.
So please, understand that it is not
About you rather it is about me
My comfort level with intimacy and not yours.
This is an issue that is about me.
I’m scared of being vulnerable
I’m scared of rejection
I’m scared of commitment
I’m afraid of the uncertainty of relationships
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know that my love is real
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know how I feel
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know that I need you
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know that I love you
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know that I care
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know that I’m always here
I wish I could ask if there are other ways
I can let you know that
without You
around my world would be
A miserable place to be.