I don’t want to cry, I just need you to stay. I need you to save me from the depths of self-destruction cause you’re the only one that can pull me through.
I hate you.
I hate the memory of you.
I hate the years I wasted on you.
Sometimes, I even hate myself, cause when I look in the mirror, I half-expect you to be smiling back at me.
Drop it.
Drop that self-pity, that isn’t me.
Stop expecting to see her in every turn you make and every step you take, heal.
No more.
No more self-pity.
No more sleeping till your head hurts.
No more crying.
And stop! Allowing these love songs to remind you of her.