I don’t want to cry, I just need you to stay. I need you to save me from the depths of self-destruction cause you’re the only one that can pull me through.

I hate you.

I hate the memory of you.

I hate the years I wasted on you.

Sometimes, I even hate myself, cause when I look in the mirror, I half-expect you to be smiling back at me.

Drop it.

Drop that self-pity, that isn’t me.

Stop expecting to see her in every turn you make and every step you take, heal.

No more.

No more self-pity.

No more sleeping till your head hurts.

No more crying.

And stop! Allowing these love songs to remind you of her.