your coffin went down
we all got to say goodbye
but i was never happy
i can’t think of you without tears
i can’t blame anyone for losing you
i know only what i was told
smiles now turn to frowns
i enjoyed looking at you smile
i can’t even admire mine
leaves fall from trees
delicate petals from flowers go down
i lay on the dry grass
to look at the sky
memories of you flow
my heart aches once again