He said it’s not that you don’t know what you want
But it is only a matter of time until you realize it
What if I said I wanted him
The one that left me
The one that got tired of me
Can’t believe I still have feelings for him
I don’t want to hurt you
But what if I actually hurt myself by making the wrong decision
Is he worth all that I am
Are you worth all that I am
I can argue with the heart but it knows what it wants
It wants him even though day by day I feel less for him
The less I feel for him the more
The memories come flooding in
What if it doesn’t work out this time
What if I bore him like I did before
Is he really worth it
Should I let go of him
Still that wouldn’t get me to be focused on you
Is it time for me to let go
But I tired
Did it work, I’m not sure
How can I let go when a part of me tells me he wants me as bad as I want him
But then he would have told me