I remember the time you used to be mine.
It’s you and I, as I forever held you in my arms.
We watched the sunset together,
But I loved to watch it shining bright in your eyes.
Sincerely loved your sublime serene atmosphere.
But now you are a memory.
I can’t sleep, I can’t think, I can’t blink.
I’m trapped inside a lucid dream,
Where my feelings are escaping me.
I keep looking at time,
And having flashings about the 9th.
Back then I never understood what you meant.
You gave me a chance and a bouquet of flowers,
Roses and tulips.
But it was a moment, a second, that ticked away.
Now I’m desperately holding onto time.
Trying to rewind so I can look at you one last time.
But it seems you are gone,
You disappeared like you where never here.
I heard rumours that you are around.
So my eyes keep hunting you,
Hoping I could catch sight of you.
How can I not see you?
You are too bright and too beautiful not to be seen.
My sunshine, my sunshine, where are you?
I want to see your colourful smile.
That one you gave me when we were young.
I remember I used to wait at your house.
Waiting to catch a bus,
But truly speaking; I waited to steal a gaze.
So that I can stare at your eyes.
I remember when we got naughty,
But now it’s all hazy
Everything about you is a fading memory.
Except for one.
“I truly love you from the bottom chambers of my heart.”