Sometimes I am over the moon
At times I feel so empty
And most of the time I’m lonely
Please, I do not need your sorry
I do not want your sympathy
I want you to understand me
I want you to understand my state of mind
I never enjoyed anybody’s company
I love being lonely
And I do not feel less
Do not feel bad to leave me
Because I never considered you being around me
I never decided to feel this way
Because I am also confused
I cannot explain myself
Why these mysterious things?
Why me? Out of all?
It feels like I’m in the dark
Waiting for light!
My question is, is there a daylight?
Am I being programmed?
Or is it a progress?
Am I in a mission?
Waiting for my vision?
Why am I in this state ?
My mind is confused
At times I’m happy
After a second I’m sad
I have a scar in my heart
But I cannot find healing
I cannot find a way back to myself
Let me sit down
And try to figure out
What is triggering me
How did I end up here?
It is sad how I got myself in this state
Am I taking myself for granted?
What kind of a situation is this?