Sometimes I reflect on all the choices in life I’ve made

Were they all scripted before the sands of time

Were the ones I made thus far wrong or right

I wonder about these things when I lay awake at night

Was I supposed to say yes to her and no to you

Or was it the other way around, I wish I knew

Searching for all the answers now when I don’t have a clue

Some say I should just forget whats behind and look ahead, I wish it was that easy to do

Perhaps if I weren’t the sole reasons why our love story fell through

Moving on would be an easy thing to do

Guilt and regret are a constant reminder of all the shit I put your innocent heart through

I can’t even explain my actions, I don’t even know why I ran you through

Punishing you for the mistakes she made, that was not fair on you

I wish I could go back in to to start over a new

And not kill our love as a seedling before it grew

Girl, I’m so sorry for doing those things to you

I wish I could borrow God’s power but for a moment in time

So I could erase the me you knew from your broken mind

And we could meet again like that very first time

Girl I miss you more now that my eyes are no longer blind

I know this is all a fantasy and it will never come true

Sometimes I pretend as though it were for a moment or two

Perhaps I’m crazy, perhaps what people say bout me is true

That I’m just some love-sprung fool

I don’t care what people say, I live with my heart everyday

They don’t bear the guilt or relive the regret I do whenever I face the dawn of a brand new day

I wish I knew how to forget about us and move on my way

But ive tried all and nothing seems to have changed

I miss you my boo, I wish you could see my heart bleeding out on this page

But I already know life aint that nice, that only happens in a fairytale

So to ease the burden on my heart I’ll write sweet nothings in hope to motivate other guys to think before they make the mistakes Ive made

Changing the world one heart at a time before I get called back home beyond this lifetime again