I am, no, was in love

So in love I never realised that

Love was never present in him.

I looked outside on the window as he went out to “answer a call”

Only to see him outside with my best friend kissing.

She was perfect and I was just another fat naive girl.

Hopelessly in love with a man who wasn’t mine.

I took a knife and made sure I won’t leave him alive.

So I just killed my ex.

Not the best idea.

I lost everyone

I lost love