I didn’t know this world

I didn’t know anything but when I was born

Everything changed, my eyes were opened

I saw everything beautiful and easy to get

I didn’t get a chance to be myself and enjoy it

Because I quickly turn into someone

That I’m right now the survivor

I thought everything comes easy

But no it’s doesn’t come easy

You need to work hard for everything

I was hoping for a better life and future

Thinking everything will just be the way I want

But no I’m regretting the chance I didn’t take

Sitting down watching TV, eating and be on my phone

That what I do now everyday

I wasted eight years of my life

At night I wish that I knew what would I become

But I turned to be the person I’m now

I wasn’t active or caring about the person I’m

If I became active maybe I would have be different

That minutes changed me but I didn’t do anything to learn from it

I keep having beautiful dreams

But not active to pursue it

I remember I had my own photographer

My family had a friend that is working in

I loved netball but I didn’t play it

I love being in ingoma girl but didn’t do it

She wanted me to have a good education

But it’s was sad because she relocated

I had clues it my past

It’s like a map that I had but I didn’t pay attention

Two guys wanted to marry me but I refuse

I would be today, but I wasn’t

My life gave me clues but I didn’t notice

My life gave me people to count on

But I pushed them away without noticing

I’m alone now

I’m lost but I had the map

No one to blame but myself

Now I’m will put my self together

I can’t change what happened

But I can change what will happen

I will begin, I will make it, I will smile