Look at what this life taught me
Not everything is sweet and toffy
Not even my double Expresso coffee
I’m coughing, trying to remove this cloud of judgements
It’s cocky
Mock me, call me names
Put me on the spotlight with flames
While I still think our union is amaze
Grind with negativity I’m your maize
There’s no shame
That all those who are known as friends
Are a budge of frames
Like those dolls we call besties when
We are out with no fame or called lame
Not on our faces , behind those curtain laces
By the same people who show use grace
With big smiles with braces
I still repeat…shame
Well to me thinking that I can be that sane
And actually choose a real friend without going insane
All those days I was in pain
They where celebrating my down fall with cheap champagne
But hey drink maybe you’ll get drunk and trigger your inner pace and tell it that I’m not here to be you or run your race
If I was you then you’d
Never hear these words from anyone again
So trust you me , people like me, unique, you need
Maybe in your case some sense of belonging
I see y’all longing to see this ship sinking but it’s sailing
Failing, yes but waiting of course
For the day you swallow not just slimey substances but your words when I conquer different problems and circumstances
Yeah my words
Tell me you never saw me there
When I’m glowing standing right here
But yeah, it’s all those who try to dim my light
That thinks they actually did
But no it’s still bright because of God’s good deeds
Diss,no it’s me tripping and falling for your lies and
Evil deeds,
Friendship it’s that story of a wolf in a sheep skin
Calling you skeem but jumping,skipping to land to their
Next skeem to see you scream
Shouting calling my self a useless dream
Just because I am not what they are looking for
Or maybe I’m what they are looking for just not me
But all those sitting in the forefront tryingto make sense of the last verse because I mean if I’m not me then what else will make sense.
Yeah maybe to hell with my two cents
But in hell you’ll be walking with two steps if you
Don’t watch your step,when you introduce yourself as real friends
As everything else except mess
Because mess you’ll are
It’s best we close this crap and move on
With our life’s without living in lies
Wise right
Linda