I loved and cherished her.

I loved and appreciated her.

Her character person is all that I needed.

Family and friends seemed to be distanced, but she came.

She came.

Came and stayed.

Came and loved.

Came and gave support.

In her, I found love and peace.

In her, I found both a sister and a friend.

In her, I found the pillar of my strength.

But just like other, she left.

Without saying anything, she left.

She did, even though I see her every day.

She did leave even though I still heard her voice.

She left silently.

The struggle of seeing her every day.

She was hearing her voice from a different.

All that gave me depression.

With sleeping pills, I survive.

The pain of not telling her the good news,

Meanwhile, I received all the support from her.

I am willing to talk, trying to talk.

But ignorance is all that I receive.

My trust is broken again!

Am I supposed to be all alone?

Dear God, is this a punishment or a lesson?

I have no one but only you, my king.

I cry!

I am sad!

I am depressed!

In sleeping pills, I found comfort.