Trigger Warning: Explicit content

It’s been a years ,

Since I had experienced pains

It was early in the morning

I was busy bathing myself

I felt cramps in my stomach

I continued bathing

I saw the blood flow down my legs from my private part

It was heavy and thick

I stood up dressed up quickly

I didn’t have pads

And blood flow like a river

I called my boyfriend to accompanied me to Clinic

The pain was unbearable

He didn’t took so long

In our way

I felt like I was dying

The only thing that I remembered is pain

I told him to leave me to die because i was weak and loosing power

But he insist to leave me in the middle of nowhere because he really loves me.

I cried and cried somuch while blood stream down

My trouser was dirty with blood all over.

He lift me up and didn’t care about being dirty by my blood

He accompanied me to Hospital

He opens file for me and told them that he saw the blood coming out from my vagina

They examined me found out that I got miscarriage

I was one month pregnant,

You didn’t see my disappointment

I was looking forward to be a mother, but things didn’t go in a good way,

I was forced to go to theatre because they wanted to cleanse my womb,

They told me not drink or eat anything before going to theatre,

The only thing that I was allowed to do is to take shower,

I remembered one of the nurse who took me from the bed I slept at hospital put me onto another bed then pushed me to theatre.

When I got there it was big room with big light on top and the was a bed.

They put me on that bed I faced to big light that had green light,

I was surrounded by lot of doctors I guess

They wore green clothes covered their mouth with musk

They put some sort of electric rope on top of my body,

My soul was departed from my body

I didn’t see what they was doing I was asleep like a dead person,

After few minutes they woke me up using something that had shape like an iron,

I woke up in a mean time finds that I bite my lower mouth,

My memory was lost honestly dead people are no longer feeling pain

They are resting in peace

I has proof.

I was alive and I found that they put something like pads inside my cervix that would able to held dirty that come from inside of my stomach I guess,

After few months I healed that thing came out and when it was wanted to came out it was sore, but I heal.

God is great all the time