I was wrong for not loving you the way you loved me.
So wrong that I never fully committed myself to you.
Yet so scared that my heart would be shattered into pieces of four.
It happened unintentionally and that I can’t ignore.
No time to heal, no time to reevaluate the concept of what was really happening.
Blinded by love and confusion and right now it’s my mind that I’m losing.
You gave me a new life but that hurt me too. Your words and actions were pure and probably true.
At the end of the day there’s no more me and you.
It’s best that we part ways before things get worse.
I’m done with this marriage that feels like a curse.
Burdened by my poor choices and wrong decisions I made.
Guilt tripping myself over time I could’ve saved. The endless thoughts in my mind seem to define every breath I take that used to be mine. Caught up in a storm that cannot be contained, my life is a horrible mess I really can’t sustain. Feeling like I do with the very thought of you no more possibilities of love and affection I have for you.
Sorry for all the things I ever put you through but this is where it’s ending for both me and you.
I can’t take back whatever it is I said to you, but time is one thing that can never be reused. Forgive me my many mistakes, but remember I loved you with a heavy heart that still aches.
Let me go and live the life I need to live.
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That's y i use poetry as a platform to express how i feel... But sometimes people don't get or understand the deeper meaning.... Let go if u need to let go...
I am told the same thing by my partner that i don't love him as much as he does, I don't show him that he is the most special man in my life and I don't treat him like my partner. I sometimes wonder if he cannot understand the love language i used with him or it is just him wanting more of what i could never be able to give.