I no longer want to be heard by you
or loved by you.
I am done begging
Done being your fool.
You made me jump through hoops just to be with
you.
I lost my dignity in the process
and my self-respect
wanting your love.
I can’t make you love me if you don’t.
That would be delusional of me.
It was just silly of me to think that you would be the
person I hoped you would be.
You’ve hurt me and I forgive you.
And I will accept that apology you never gave to me.
I have to leave you
with the little pride that I have left,
To be with the one whose happiness matters most
and that is Me.