I was sweet, I was smart
I was intelligent, I was reckless
I was just a girl who didn’t care
About any damn thing or person
Then I fell in love for the first time
with my best friend
I become addicted and obsessed
Then he left me
With a broken heart
I felt pain that I’ve never felt in my life
I didn’t know how to deal with the pain
I got lost in the pain
I was grieving
I lost my intelligent, smart
And the don’t care self
I was broken onto many pieces
I felt like everybody didn’t deserve me
I was now insecure
I started to care about what people
Say, talk or think about me
I just needed to feel like I belong
Yeah I am now like that
First heartbreak changed me