I was sweet, I was smart 
I was intelligent, I was reckless 
I was just a girl who didn’t care 
About any damn thing or person 
Then I fell in love for the first time
with my best friend 
I become addicted and obsessed 
Then he left me 
With a broken heart 
I felt pain that I’ve never felt in my life 
I didn’t know how to deal with the pain 
I got lost in the pain 
I was grieving 
I lost my intelligent, smart 
And the don’t care self
I was broken onto many pieces 
I felt like everybody didn’t deserve me 
I was now insecure 
I started to care about what people 
Say, talk or think about me 
I just needed to feel like I belong 
Yeah I am now like that 
First heartbreak changed me