I woke up that morning

And I made a decision to tell him how I feel about him.

When I wake up he is the first person in my mind.

I no longer wanted to go crazy by keeping this to myself.

I went to his salon and made sure he is the one who does my hair.

There I was melting on the chair as he was touching my hair.

I wished he could not stop.

He was done with my hair and I looked fabulous.

This was the time to tell.

I asked to see him outside and he agreed.

This is how it went.

“Guy I like you a lot

And I have been liking you for quite some time now”.

“The plan was to keep this to myself but here I am”.

“I could no longer keep this to myself”.

The guy gave me a surprise stare.

I guess he did not see that coming.

As he was about to speak I stopped him

And said. ” You don’t have to say anything”.

“I know you don’t feel anything for me,

I just wanted to release what I am feeling inside”.

“I think I will now feel lighter inside”.

I thanked him for his time and left.

I felt like I had just written my matric final exam again

I have never been so nervous.

But I am glad I got the chance tell him how I feel.

I still think about him but time will ease things for me.