I woke up that morning
And I made a decision to tell him how I feel about him.
When I wake up he is the first person in my mind.
I no longer wanted to go crazy by keeping this to myself.
I went to his salon and made sure he is the one who does my hair.
There I was melting on the chair as he was touching my hair.
I wished he could not stop.
He was done with my hair and I looked fabulous.
This was the time to tell.
I asked to see him outside and he agreed.
This is how it went.
“Guy I like you a lot
And I have been liking you for quite some time now”.
“The plan was to keep this to myself but here I am”.
“I could no longer keep this to myself”.
The guy gave me a surprise stare.
I guess he did not see that coming.
As he was about to speak I stopped him
And said. ” You don’t have to say anything”.
“I know you don’t feel anything for me,
I just wanted to release what I am feeling inside”.
“I think I will now feel lighter inside”.
I thanked him for his time and left.
I felt like I had just written my matric final exam again
I have never been so nervous.
But I am glad I got the chance tell him how I feel.
I still think about him but time will ease things for me.