Hate, hate me
I hate my every move since I failed to do right
Hate me now, I won’t be surprised
The time I could not get help from anybody
That made me hate myself multiple
The moment I realised am just a lost soul
That is when hatred take over in me
If you are to hate the truth I am telling
What am I living for in this universe of deceiving ?
I hate the time I had to let my enemies win
I hate the time I couldn’t help it
Sincerely let me die slowly
Hate the time emotions took over
My mind filled with water
My heart filled with unbearable pains
I admit I do not know my place anymore
Yes, I am living but I am lost
If I were to ask God to rise me up again
It means my courage will be regained again
The more I believe it will fine
Then I see my life going astray
All this bad memory of losing those whom I love
Comes back only to left my soul wounded
What am going through, nobody will ever wish to relate
Whichever way I take, they still mock me because of my situation
Oh lord almighty
My trust is in you
I humble myself before you
Touch my soul
Give birth to new me again
Amen and amen