Hate, hate me

I hate my every move since I failed to do right

Hate me now, I won’t be surprised

The time I could not get help from anybody

That made me hate myself multiple

The moment I realised am just a lost soul

That is when hatred take over in me

If you are to hate the truth I am telling

What am I living for in this universe of deceiving ?

I hate the time I had to let my enemies win

I hate the time I couldn’t help it

Sincerely let me die slowly

Hate the time emotions took over

My mind filled with water

My heart filled with unbearable pains

I admit I do not know my place anymore

Yes, I am living but I am lost

If I were to ask God to rise me up again

It means my courage will be regained again

The more I believe it will fine

Then I see my life going astray

All this bad memory of losing those whom I love

Comes back only to left my soul wounded

What am going through, nobody will ever wish to relate

Whichever way I take, they still mock me because of my situation

Oh lord almighty

My trust is in you

I humble myself before you

Touch my soul

Give birth to new me again

Amen and amen