Hello my home

You are truly my everything

In you I always find peace

I miss all of you, all four wide corners of the yard

I miss the warmth that hugs me everytime I enter gate

It is an amazing feeling that would never compare to anything in this world

Everything in you bring a tremendous amount of joy in me

My weird self even miss the toilet all because it’s part of you

I realised all of this when the thought of you brought me smile today as I was in dark space

Remembering the laughs I share with my cousins while gathering around a big fire eKitshini

Remembering the hug Mother gave me behind our house next the tank

OR remembering all my little cousins playing football on our beautiful green lawn

Today you pulled from a dark place

Today I missed al of you

All of you gave me strength during my weakest moment

I felt your love and embraces from my memories

I need you to know that I love and value your presence in my life

But most of all, I dearly miss you