I’m on edge.

Rapidly bitting my nails, like an addict.

And yet I’m patient.

My heart is on fire.

Boiling like water.

Yet I show no signs.

I am trapped in the darkness of the cage I built for myself.

Sorrow, pity, rage and despair are my companions.

And yet I still smile humbly and brightly.

Lust, hunger and thirst hang over me .

Yet I keep my emotions in check.

I am the true Sphere Writer amongst the many versions of myself.

And I am the one in control.