I sometimes wonder, why you came into my life?

When you have always known that

You would not be able to keep me.

I sometimes wonder, why you kept on saying you love me

When you know that you do not.

I just wonder…

I sometimes wonder if I’m stupid or desperate

For there is nothing optimistic comes out of what we have

Nothing, out of what I had.

I sometimes wonder if you keep coming back to me

In another version or not,

Everyone is just you.

What I feel for them is what I felt for you

At the end, things end

The same way, our thing ended.

I sometimes wonder, if I was too attached to you

Yet, I’m being told to move forward

And never look back,

But, every time I look forward,

Your version is standing in front of me

As a whole human being with all your features, everything about you.

I sometimes wonder why I gave you so much power

To dominate over me and you took the power,

Yet you saw that I’m weak

I sometimes wonder, how you sleep every night

How you smile everyday

Yet knowing that there is a bleeding heart,

A heart that you once promised it the world,

Today, you have stabbed it, not once but twice

Not slightly, but hard.