I sometimes wonder, why you came into my life?
When you have always known that
You would not be able to keep me.
I sometimes wonder, why you kept on saying you love me
When you know that you do not.
I just wonder…
I sometimes wonder if I’m stupid or desperate
For there is nothing optimistic comes out of what we have
Nothing, out of what I had.
I sometimes wonder if you keep coming back to me
In another version or not,
Everyone is just you.
What I feel for them is what I felt for you
At the end, things end
The same way, our thing ended.
I sometimes wonder, if I was too attached to you
Yet, I’m being told to move forward
And never look back,
But, every time I look forward,
Your version is standing in front of me
As a whole human being with all your features, everything about you.
I sometimes wonder why I gave you so much power
To dominate over me and you took the power,
Yet you saw that I’m weak
I sometimes wonder, how you sleep every night
How you smile everyday
Yet knowing that there is a bleeding heart,
A heart that you once promised it the world,
Today, you have stabbed it, not once but twice
Not slightly, but hard.