This is a heavy night, nothing about us feels right, nothing between us but pride.

I am beginning to lose my mind, I feel like I have lost the will to fight. What’s worse, I don’t even remember how we got here.

This cold, dark place where your tears no longer touch my soul, nothing you do can revive us, nothing I say will calm the storm. 

We should have known not to push each other that hard, we should have stopped the first time it started to hurt, the day it was no longer fun and games, the day happy moments only existed in memories.

You and I together feels like another battle that brings me to my knees and I don’t care about victories anymore.

YOU WON, I AM OFF OF YOU.