Dad, you were the first man to break my heart. And now I can’t trust anyone because of you. You were supposed to protect in every way that you can. I was young and couldn’t understand a thing. It was never about the money but your presence in my life. 

If only you knew how much I longed to be a daddy’s little girl, having the opportunity to cry about my first heartbreak. I can’t help but feel like you made a choice to not be in my life. I used to blame myself that maybe I’m the problem but then I realised that it was your loss that you missed the opportunity to get to know me and raise me. I hope you realise that I needed your presence and not your presents.