I’ve been in relationships many times, but I’ve been in love once; I realise that now. It’s sad. I miss my love so much but can’t return, it’s a pity. He moved on so did I, I wonder if was he in love with me or was it just a fling. If I could turn back the hands of time I would, just to experience those feelings one more time. I miss him, the way he cared, touched and loved me. He listened, made time for us, but now that’s all gone.

Pity I’m not good with long distance relationships or we’d still be together, now that I’m sure of. Damn I hate you COVID, you came to me with the loss of loosing my lover. You took away my safe place, my warmth as well as my piece of mind. I want it all back.