I am not a philosopher, just that sometimes i understand some statements or phrases differently . ” NOT ALL ROSES ARE RED” I understand this statement or phrase differently . It’s so funny , i mean how can i relate to this ? I’ve never been hurt or disappointed before but hey , i relate to such an extent that i am emotional as i write this. It Could be because i am a good listener so every time she tells me about how he broke her heart , how unforgettable he is and how he made her a laughing stock, i took her pain. I tried to be in her boots so hard and you know, she is the reason of how i cannot devote myself to this ” relationship” thing. She would break down , shake, stutter every time she is narrating the entire story to me and i would try so hard to comfort her.

This is the only valid reason i have and i hope you will understand me , the fact that i am ‘toxic’ , well you said that and trust me i took it personally. You and I , we are the same and i will never get you . I am natural ignorant , one day i will wake up and cut all ties. I have darkest days , at times , i hate everybody and you will never understand. I was lying , i don’t need a reason to unlove.