As I was growing up, I had a very strong imagination of how life should be. Big dreamer I was, focused. I did everything to impress my imagination. I thought getting high marks at school will fill the void of my absence father, but it didn’t. 

Becoming older, having a boyfriend, but still the imagination of being happy forever with my partner caught up with me again. I put the idea of “it’s forever in my head” until one day I realized that I forgot all about myself and focused on filling the void of my absent father again with my boyfriend. 

The truth is there is nothing in this life that can fill up any void other than accepting the situation and living to move forward with life. There is more to life than worrying about things we cannot change, rather to live making progress of what we can do.