Dear my granny

I write this letter with painful tears in my eyes. I heard by my mother that you are gone and I will never ever talk with you face to face. She said you will talk with me spiritually. I didn’t accept it easily when she spoke. I cried but nothing changed. I saw your old friends come to pay tribute. Some described you as a social worker. You have been building the relationships of their children.

I didn’t attend your funeral not because I don’t want. You know too, that I live with illness so the day I should go at you funeral, I was at bed looking my painful leg. I tried to drink kind of medicine to feel better but it didn’t. I hope you saw me that I have been want to say goodbye to you officially but this not go by the way.

I always miss you the same way I miss my late father. All of your souls I wish they can rest in external peace. The problem I had now is that I didn’t not ask both of you many things that I have questions on it now. I wish you to come and advice me in my dreams.

I love you my granny. I will never forget your love and jokes that you had.